Random Crap and Hot Guys

Whts happening 2 me..part 2

Thanks a lot to everyone who sent me your suggestions.

@designercub:

Getting the new guy in action - no possibility regarding that coz, me n my boyf are not in an open relationship. It’s going to very tough on me not to talk to the new guy and avoid him.

@lambearghini and rhynotx

Yes, I will discuss this with my boyf. I have to. I love him. Another thing is that, I have started thinking of myself as a miserable character. I have been with someone for over a year, I have shared my life with him, and in just a moment, how can I forget all of that over someone whom I have just met and know almost nothing about.

I feel so miserable.

@loki

Thanks hun for the honest opinion. I think I’ll tell my boyf about this. I don’t want to exclude this new guy [ Ok, my boyf’s name is D, and this new guy is C ]. So, possibly, I’ll try to include him as a mutual friend, may be make him meet D. I don’t know.

Another confession:

I couldn’t sleep much last night. I was all wide awake. I was watching Grammy, and all I could think about was C. This new excitement of meeting him is all over me.

Now I don’t have a good memory, but I don’t know if I did feel like this before. Porn doesn’t work. I don’t even feel like wanking. I keep thinking about C, and just being in bed next to him. Oh God, I’m in trouble.

My boyf sent me a Miss Ya text. I am such a horrible person. I feel like running away to Hong Kong right now.

I have started questioning myself now. What am I? I have a relationship with someone I have known for over a year, and now suddenly, I meet someone new and I am all besotted by this. Makes me think - what if I was to go for him, and again in a few months time, I’d go for another one. UGHHHHHH!!!!

I think I need to become celibate or something.

If I were you I would just give it awhile. I think everyone at some point will lust at someone besides their partner, thats probably why cheating is so common, not that I’m saying you’d do that, but just in general. Right now your probably just feeling like theres someone new, attractive, and interesting in your life, and your imagination is going wild. Just give it some time and you’ll realize thats exactly what it is, and that your boyfriend really isn’t worth losing. Like I said before if this becomes more serious then I would just tell your friend the honest truth and say that you fear it will harm your relationship. Just remember this isn’t going to be the last time its going to happen, so be strong, and remember your with your boyfriend for a reason, so just remember those reasons. Good luck

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